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8 comments | Tuesday, October 31, 2006

I Don't Love You Anymore
Your eyes no longer stars in the dark
Your smile now fails to set off in me a spark
Did these palm lines ever mean anything?
These days my world is missing something
I close my eyes but the dream doesn’t return
This once meaningful sadness
Now a mere blank wall
I write these lines to bring that something back
I want so much to fall
But the feeling’s gone
Through the front door
Of this heart of mine
The feeling’s gone
Unlike before
I don’t love you anymore
The sun no longer a melting butter sky
Gray clouds no longer a girl about to cry
I write these lines to bring that something back
I want so much to fall

The last time I heard this song is while I’m seated inside a Victory Liner bus going home to the province months ago. After searching the Internet, I found the lyrics but sadly, until now I can’t find an mp3 or audio file of this song. Went to different Record stores and store which sells pirated CD's to find the CD but the song is nowhere to be found. Hope to find one soon...
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I really hope that I will find YOU soon.... :-)

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0 comments | Friday, October 27, 2006

11:00 AM
It was a hell day for me this friday since I'm accomplishing a lot of errands while some of my colleagues are already finished with the requirements for this quarter. Today is the start of Pisay Fair and all the students and teachers are in the fairgrounds while me was still inside the office working in front of the PC...I still have 5 hrs to meet the deadline else I will pay some amount of money for being late in submitting my gradesheets..

11:30 AM
Christian from LST came and I'm the only person in the E-Based implementing team that is available to accompany him in the MIS office so I'm now thinking if how would i finish my grades in the next few hours if more work is continually adding on my list..

12:00 AM
Took my lunch with some teachers in the fairgrounds. Seems that students are enjoying the fair so far. Korean BBQ for lunch!:-)

1:00 PM
At last, I finished my grades in the computer. My problem now is to double check the entries and my formulas and transfer the final grades to the grade sheets. Printer sucks. Luckily, colleague's hand's made it work.

2:00 PM
Went in the Registrar's Office to get the original gradesheets so I can write the final grades and submit it on time. Met some students upstairs and sadly, im too KJ(kill joy)this time and hindi nila ako makulit sa kakulitan nila..:-)

3:00 PM
Went to my room in the dormitory to relax and take a 5 minute nap..

3:10 PM
Battle of the Geeks started but I'm still inside the office.

3:15 PM
Submitted my grades to the CISD....at last!

3:30 PM
Went ot SM with Mike, Sir Jon, Mam Gene, Mr Tafaleng and Jason to buy some tickets for the redemption booth in the fair;Bought a whiteboard marker ink for my class next week; While inside the car, we sorted out the java projects of Mike's class. He's not yet finish with his grade too..:-)

4:00 PM
I'm thinking if I will go home today in Angeles or stay here in for the concert tomorrow. It will be streessful if I will go home today because of the expected heavy traffic in Angeles area since its the annual Tigtigan, Terakan keng Dalan (Street Party for 3 days). Also I really want to watch the UpDharmaDown and Radioactive Sago Project tomorrow here in school. I still have the whole night of deciding whether to go home or not..Anyone..Help me decide! :-)

4:10 PM
Students are excited for the next event, the Project Runway.

4 comments | Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Just finished my violin class this morning. For the last 2 weeks that I was absent for my violin class, almost all the things my teacher taught have been erased in my mind. I am back to the basics now and hopefully I will have the time for practice for the coming days.
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I went straight to the office after my class to finish some errands. Even though, it’s a public holiday today some of my colleagues and students are inside the school to finished all the requirements before the fair day this weekend. Students must be thankful since I’m in a good mood this afternoon while making/solving their 2nd quarter grades! :-)
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Planning to go out later. Either I will jog in U.P. or go to Ortigas area for window shopping (tomorrow pa sweldo)

0 comments | Monday, October 23, 2006

Poem written last night....
Acceptance

Who am I?
I don’t really know who I am
Many people knows me
But until now I don’t really know who I am
Too Bad
It’s been a journey
Next morning will come
Then the morning after.

Please tell me
How would I know?
Help me my world
I’m alone
I will grow old
Sooner or later
Did I grew up
I don’t really know
I feel that I’m fallen
I’ll probably the last person
Who will really know me?

But you came
You told me who you are
You told me that you know me
But I asked if who am I?
Then you said
“Accept yourself
for I know you
for who you are
as you know me
for who am I”

Now I know
For who am I?

I accepted.

It’s been a journey
Next morning will come
Then the morning after
My world had helped me
I will grow old
Sooner or later.

Now I know.

Hoping.

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0 comments | Friday, October 20, 2006

Excited to go home this weekend. I really want to relax in Angeles since it will be a busy week for us next week. Submission of requirements, Pisay Fair and others. These are the things I want to do this weekend:
1. Buy some audio CD's
2. I will eat a lot (sisig, shawarma or pizza)
3. Watch Princess Mononoke and Spirited Away that my brother downloaded in our PC
4. Will go to my former school.
5. Roam around Angeles City.
6. Write a poem

Hope I will have a great weekend ahead! Really proud to be an Angeleño since many improvement were done in the city. Business and leisure is now booming around Clark Air Base. In the picture is the new Bayanihan Park in Angeles City where they transferred the Giant Landmark to the center of the park. I still remember a certain column that I have written during my college days where I'm suggesting to the City government to develop the city's parks and landmarks like what they did in Manila. Progress is not an obstacle in restoring different landmarks. I'm reallly hoping that they continue thses sensible projects in the future.

6 comments | Thursday, October 19, 2006

Went to Ortigas yesterday to buy some clothes in PriceOff(store in Escriva Drive, Ortigas). After going to the store, I'm thinking of texting my kuya to tell him that I'm in the vicinity. I usually do that whenever I'm in Podium or Megamall since their office is in Discovery Suites. Unfortunately, I forgot that they already transferred in Makati( Market Market area) last Monday. That's why he is now thinking of resigning and transferring to another work or try his luck in Singapore. Hope he'll stay here in the Philippines since I'm not ready to take the responsibility that he have right now for our family.
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To the College Secretary:
This is to signify my intention to be re-admitted to the MA in Education (Major in Educational Technology) program of the UP College of Education.

I am Jayson P #$^^#”, with Student Number: XXXX-XXXXX, and last enrolled during the first semester of AY 2005-06, before taking an absence without leave from the graduate program. I decided to not enroll during the succeeding semester as my family was having a problem with our immediate finances, and that I wasn't able to formally file for leave of absence because I had to go back home and attend a serious health emergency of one member of my family.

In January of this year, I joined the Philippine Science High School Diliman Campus as a Special Science Teacher. Because of the expectations of this new job, I decided to continue my leave of absence. But now that everything has settled to its place, I find it imperative to continue with my graduate education. So far, I was able to acquire 12 credit units with an average of (1.33). I intend to continue as a part time graduate student and hopefully be re-admitted starting the second semester of the present academic year.

I am willing to submit any necessary documents for this request. Thank you, and I look forward to your understanding and to a favorable response.


Very Respectfully,

Jayson P. #4@6&89(

In the afternoon, I called the UP-Educ College Secretary's office to follow up my application for my readmission next semester. But, the Graduate admission officer told me that there is still no decision about my case (absence without leave for a year) and I will still wait till Friday or next week for the decision of the College Secretary.

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The students are very excited for next week’s Pisay Fair. One of the requirements of my students is to make posters for some events next week (Project Runway, Boothsto help the Batch 07 for the preparation. Hope that they will enjoy the upcoming Fair as a good start for third quarter in November.

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1 comments | Tuesday, October 17, 2006


Just want to relax last night so I decided to walk in U.P. after working the whole day in school. It just monday but I really feel exhausted with the workload I have for the past days. I met 2 of my classmates in my M.A program in UP-Educ and asked me if I will enroll next semester since I'm now staying here in M.Manila. I'm not yet decided if will go back next semester eventhough I already submitted my application for re-admission to our college secretary for not filing LOA last semester. As I am walking around the campus, I notice some acacia trees uprooted by the typhoon last few weeks ago. Hope that some trees will be planted in place of the one destroyed by typhoon Milenyo. After 3 rounds of walking around the University oval, I proceeded to Shopping Center to eat my dinner and then went to Philcoa to get my clean clothes in the laundry shop. (What a boring life I have)

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1 comments | Monday, October 16, 2006

Bakit ngayon nabigyan ng lakas ng loob ay ngayon pa naramdaman ang panhihina ng aking pagkatao. Ang hangad na sumaya at lumigaya ay napalitan lamang na pagkahiya at paghuhusga sa sarili na ilang dekada na iningatan at inayusan. Pinilit ko ang aking sarili na makisabay sa dinadaanan ng karamihan. Ngunit sa pag aakalang yaon ang karapat-dapat at kung doon liligaya, iyon pa ang pinaka di-tamang pagapasyang aking pinag pasyahan makalipas ang maraming taon dito sa mundong ibabaw. Dahil nga ba unang pagkakataon lamang iyon kaya’t hindi naging ayon ito sa aking pinangarap at pinaghandaan.? Paano kung sa susunod ay lalo pang mabigo ang kahihinatnan ng aking pagtatangka? Ganito nga ba ang buhay? Isang buhay na dapat makisaksi, makibahagi, makiramdam at mabigo. Sana naman ay magtagumpay ako sa mga susunod na pakikibaka sa aking mga hinahangad. Alam ko na sa huli ay ako’y liligaya din pagkatapos na ilang pagkakamali sa buhay. Ito nga ang buhay, a life that is full of experiences that we need to experience throughout our lifetime, either an experience that will make u smile or cry at the end. Sa mga susunod na araw, ako’y lalakbay muli. Ano ang aking gagawin sa pagkakataong ito? Ako nga ba’y dapat makisabay sa karamihan o maghahanap ng sariling daan upang ako’y makarating sa minimithi kung kaligayahan. Bahala na, at least sa banding huli na masasabi ko sa aking sarili na naramdaman ko ang paano mabuhay.

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0 comments | Saturday, October 14, 2006


Today is the 1st screening of the PSHS National Competitive Examination Searcg for 2007 scholars. Lot of elementary students took the exam, hoping that they will pass the 1sr screening to move up to the next screening on December. Goodluck to all of them.
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Im planning to go home tonight in Angeles after finishing proctoring here in school. I miss the city and i just want to roam around our area to relax. It will be a busy week for us after the examination ended this week.
--Went to Sta Rosa, Laguna yesterday for the TechPrep Field Trip of the first year students. We visited the Coca Cola Plant.
--While in the pic.. Im holding a robotic arm made by 2nd year Pisay students for the Philippine Robotics Olympiad last week.

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0 comments | Friday, October 13, 2006

I had a nice time last nyt! :-) Sometimes..Its better to take risks..But i did'nt enjoyed as what i expected. :-( Something is wrong with me, I think. Or I should think twice next time if I'll do it again.

0 comments | Thursday, October 12, 2006

Just arrived from U.P. campus this afternoon for my application for re-admission in the graduate program in U.P. Unfortunately, a the former division chair had retired and a new one was installed starting last semester. Luckily, the new division chair, Dr. Jeremias Que, is in U.P. this afternoon and he easily signed and endorsed my application.
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Tomorrow will ne be a busy day for us teachers and students in Pisay after the Periodic exams ended today. The third year students will have their weekend retreat in Tagaytay but sadly, I can't come since i do have a lot of errands to accomplish tomorrow. Instead, I agreed to my colleague to join them in the First Year Field Trip in Laguna in the afternoon. I also have to do a lot of work for the E-based project tomorrow morning. Training of teachers and online enrollment of the students are just few of the task i must successfully accomplish in the tomorrow.
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Need to relax tonight. My plan...After going to church, I will eat a lot and have a good night for tomorrow. :-)

0 comments | Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Two students from the FilJourn elective have asked me for an interview yesterday for a feature article about the new teachers in Pisay. They asked some questions about me, my interests, family and educational background. I almost all of their questions were answered except for this one: What is your motto in life? Honestly, I don’t have one ,do I really need to answer that?, as I told them . They’re insisting that I should give one and they even told me that all the teachers they interviewed had given at one. They even said that one teacher had such a long motto in life.

So what is really my motto in life? For me, a specific phrase or group of words are not enough to be my motto. I do have a different goals , that changes my motto or principle everyday.

0 comments | Wednesday, October 04, 2006


At last, the Internet connection is back and it’s been 5 days since I last accessed my email, blog and all the online stuff I usually check everyday.

Last Tuesday, I went to U.P. Film Institute for the Eiga Sai Japanese Film Festival. I arrived there around 5:30 pm and luckily, I didn’t failed to watch the second movie even though it was originally scheduled at 5pm. The movie is entitled Dora Heita”. The movie is about Koheita, a Samurai sent to clean up a corrupt, crime ridden town. But the problem is that he himself has a reputation for being lax and corrupt. Latterly, Koheita lure the bad guys by doing some funny and tricky things and eliminate them all in the end. It’s a simple movie wherein you can really be of interests with Japanese way of life.

Another movie was entitled Bright Future directed by Kiyoshi Kurosawa (really good director from Japan). The movie is about the real friendship of two young street teenagers in Tokyo. Their bond is based on uncotrollable rage and the strange jellyfish that they keep as a pet. The central theme of the movie is that anyone can changed even how bad you are before. Also, the movie also tackles scientifically since the story focuses with the jellyfish(how a jellyfish can survive and reproduce in fresh water and how dangerous they can be)